"10th june of 2007, in loving memory of jimmy lee abdullah... me beloved brother rest in peace....."

     This is what actually happened on the 10th june of 2007, when Jimmy, our beloved brother leaves us forever to the afterlife world, the internal life. Jimmy who were with us for more than 4 years died in my room, beside my bed. Jimmy died, I called kirei, shes not answering. so i message her.

-Kirei, u kat ner? I need u.

-I tried 2 call. Tak dpt. Where

r u? I really need u. really.

Kalau boleh, call me.

Then, i called Hazwan n cried for 34 seconds. next, i called Mak (my aunt who i used to called her mak-mother). Later, I got one sms from hazwan :

-Plz jgn bersdh.. i knw hw it

feels 2 lose sth u luv..i2

adalah tarbiyah dr 2han...

That very afternoon after we had our breakfast near the beach, my sister, Aqees Lee send me one sms:

-Abg, jimmy mati kul bp?

Tanam kat ne?

was to sad to reply, i asked my mom to call her. so she did..

That very night, my sis send me another sms :

-Akum. Cehat ke? Jimmy

mati kol bp? Tnm kat

blakang rmh kat ne?

-Tak. Subuh. Blakang umah.

-muke die ms mati cmne? Die

mati kat mn? Bdn die sjk x?

Adik dh x de adik lg..

Sedeynye...

-Keras, mate terbukak.

Bilik abg. tak sgt.

-Siannye... Die dh x leh mkn r

waktu pg2? X pe drp trus

tseksa, take care n

remember da 10th of june..

In memory jimmy R.I.P.

-R i p 2 ape?

-Rest in peace... kat next life.

Cam g2 la...

-G tidurla. Bye...

Kirei then later at that afternoon sms me back, a reply so late...

-Kirei br bkk phone. Why?

-Jimmy. Hes gone.

-Oh. Siannye...

I was so angry i didnt reply.

-R u ok? Kirei tgh busy skrg.

Xsempat nk call onii. Im so

sorry for jimmy..

I didnt reply coz im damn angry...later that evening...

-Askum. How r u?

i just play dumb n doing nothing....then, ive received one sms from Maxis.....huhu

-Sms from 32001

Friend finder. You have a

request from **********

to access your location

information from now on.

To accept, reply with OK to

32001.

Angry totallt angry...i just ignored that sms n didnt even bother to reply n say OK.

late that very nite, hazwan send me a message again :

-B patient n redha with ur

loss.. may god b with u.. merci!

he has his exam the following day but still spend sometime to entertain me not like kirei....!!! huhu..