Tegami for inoue sensei.....

             ok, im over it (break-up) now...then, with God's will, when i was in joe's car that afternoon, he turned on the hitz.fm radio. So at this particular day, a day after all couples celebrate valentines, this particular radio station celebrates pulak the singles by saying to be single is great, you can do what ever u want without bothering to ask anyone's opinion. live ur life without companion. it is cool when the dj said that they all support singles....(terharu-lah) huhu... enough of this crap...

        so, today i wanna tell u all about this tegami (letter) that was supposed to be send via email to my japanese language that i love most, Inuoe Sensei...but i dont noe why it was never to be sent... i might be a little bit not good in my japanese, so frens with japanese ability ples notified me if im wrong with my words....huhu...

Inuoe Sensei,

Ohayou Gozaimasu, Konnichiwa, Konbanwa, Oyasumi Nasai..

     Kyou wa watashi ga sensei ni emel o shimas. ureshi des watashi wa. kono emel wa watashi ga iroirona koto o hanasu tsumorides. iroirona e mo arimas.

     Jitsuwa, watashi wa ayamariru tsumorides, shikashi, kowaides. sensei ni aimasendeshita. sono tame de aru. watashi wa iroiro warui koto o shimashita. sensei he, fazian sensei he, idrus sensei he soshite hokano sensei. warui koto wa nani? tatoeba, nandomo gakkou e ikanakatta, yasunda. watashi mo wakaranai, naze watashi wa gakkou he ikitakunai?? watashi mo wakaranai, nani o watashi ga motomete iru nodesuka?

     sensei ga shiranai kamoshirenai ga, watashi wa AAJ ga daikiraides. tomodachi mo kiraides. mainichi mainichi no onaji koto ga kiraides. tokoroga, nihongo no senseitachi ga daisukidesyo...

     ano AAJ wa watashi no dai ichi shiboujanakatta. sensei wa shite imasne? yappari, saisho kara, nyuugakusuru bekijanakatta. motto tanoshi AAJ no seikatsu o kureru to omotta. tokoroga, tsumaranai. watashi wa AAJ ni jaitta koto o koukai shite imas. watashi wa shinyuu ga inai. ajimi san wa watashi no tomodachi des ga, ano dango a tokidoki kurushi no toki, tasukete agemasen. watashi wa itsumo mondai ga aimas...

     kazoku ni totte, watashi ga AAJ ni haitta koto wa kazoku ni naka de ichiban ii kotoda. watashi no tameni, eiga o nedoroku shite kureteru. Dakara, AAJ wa yametainante zettai ni ienai. kanashi des... hontouni AAJ ga kiraides. demo, hontou wa nani mo ienai jibun ga ichiban kiraides....

     watashi wa jitsuwa ittetsumono des. hontou des. itsumo sensei ni isetsu ga atta. watashi wa jibun no iken o motsu. watashi shitai koto o shimas. shitakunai koto o shimasen. AAJ ni haitta maeni, watashi wa nanimo shiranai, ano AAJ no taihenna kotodes. watashi wa uso o koto o iu ga hajimemas. itsumo uso hanasu o agemas. sumimasendeshita. kowaides. uso o hanashimas. sono tame de aru...

     watashi wa nihon no bunka to bungaku to a-to ga ichiban sukides. sensei wa watashi no koto o wakarimas ka? wakarimasenne? watashi mo jibun no koto o wakarimasen. hontouni sekai ni wa mayoimas...

     watashi wa wakaranai, naze sensei ni sonna hanasu o agemas. jitsuwa watashi wa sensei o shinjite. sensei wa watashi ni yasashiku agemashita. tokoroga, watashi wa sensei ni mondai o agemashita. hontouni moushiwake arimasen....

     demo kamisama dake ga watashi no kibou des. kamisama ga teatte kurereba, watashi wa hontouni tasukaru. tokidoki, watashi wa benkyou o shitai, shitai, shitai, tokidoki, shitakunai....nande? watashi wa ii gakusei no youni naritai desu. shikashi, zutto dekimasen. korewa muri des. watashi wa bakana gakusei des. nihon go ga jouzudewanai. benkyou ga dekimasen. ima w awatashi ga shitakunai koto o shinakerebanarimasen. kurushiiiiii............

     sensei wa tasukete agemasenka? sensei mo nani o tasukete ga wakarimasen ne? watashi no mondai ga totemo magirawashii to omette imasenka?

     sensei, mou ikkai, iroiro warui koto o sumimasendeshita. gomendou o okakeshite moushiwake arimasen. arigatou gozaimashita.....

shitsureideshita.....

    so, for translation u just have to ask ur japanese fren...huhu, coz i might forget what ive wrote in this particular tegami becoz it was one year n a half since this writting....i began to forget japanese little by little becoz i dont really have a fren who can talk japanese with me....huhu, but im learning it back for future undertakings that might somehow or maybe related to this japanese-speaking-world...gambarou!!!!